It's getting exceedingly difficult to blog these days.
I'm losing steam to write anything. It's not as though nothing is going on in my life, but I just can't seem to put them in words. A sense of discouragement sweeps over me. It's not the lack of readers; you guys are the best. Seriously. I don't know what's come over me. Maybe it's the lack of sense of achievement. A lack of self and purpose, a routine which is getting too all too familiar for my liking. A burning question in my head - "what am I doing here?!"
The pity party in me is having a real ball, that I can tell you. I've slipped into this funk yet again.
A change is what I need. To do something totally different, to delve into the unknown, still with the confidence to survive. I know what I want to do.
The question is, do I have the courage to pursue it?